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Our feelings toward others are not based in circumstance.
Rather, they reflect our feelings toward our own selves.
Our perception of our world is what it reflects back to us.
If you feel anger or shame, look inside, and
approach your Self with Love and Compassion.
We can only heal from the inside out. ~Amy Baker

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114- Through The Window

Walking holograms

Like the guards at the Queen of Heart’s castle,

They walk.

Flickering holograms, transparent to those who see.

Different from each of infinite angles.

Windows, the view through clouded by our own reflections.

A bright hologram, a window I can see through,

my beloved.

Where only I exist, where I meet the Beloved

In bliss, joy, boundless Love.

And windows get dirty, clouded by our own projections

And it is hard for others to see through

To meet the Beloved with you

In that space through the hologram, beyond the window.

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105- So Full

I am full, oh so full

But not uncomfortably so.

No need to loosen my pants,

No indigestion.

Just a filling up of my heart

Letting out a sigh of relief

From the fullness of our steaming cup of love.

We sip together, nose to nose,

or separately, alternating between offering and receiving.

Settling in, digesting all the goodness.

My cup runneth over.

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104–Falling

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My reflection I see In your adoration. My beauty Expressed through your love. Impermanent. A wavering pool of emotion. Waiting for the stone to drop. Plop Ripples, waves Attempts at stillness Create more waves of emotion. Waiting, Hoping, To see … Continue reading

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101- Allow Divine Love

Question reality, yes, but to question joy and love invalidates it.

That which our hearts and souls know is right and divine need not be questioned.

Asking if the elation of love is real is like asking if we are having fun.

Well, we were until you asked!

Doubting divine beauty and truth and love in your life negates and invalidates it.

By allowing it into you and not questioning, you cease to project fears, doubts, perceptions, and simply KNOW, simply BE love and beauty and light.

When you question it, you are only questioning whether you are worthy of this joy. Does it make your heart sing and the world brighter? Then embrace it, embrace the people you share it with.

You deserve divine love.

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91- Re- Lation- Ship

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I spoke with my mind-body therapist yesterday about all the wonderful things in my life lately and some of the feelings coming up for me. We touched on the pulsation in relationship, the undulation of opening and closing. Just like … Continue reading

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90- And she asked, “What is Love?”

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I haven’t thought about the make up of Love in some time, not in depth anyway. I have felt it, embraced it, expressed it, but not wondered what it is. Last night, my daughter shared with me her journalling about … Continue reading

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85- How do you fill up?

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I have been feeling very full in my belly lately, which makes it hard to feel hunger. I talked to my therapist about it, and she pointed out all of the extremely emotional events I had been through that week, … Continue reading

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82- Magnetic

Magnetic polarity

Drawn, with only the slightest note,

Toward each other

Heart to Heart

Two of the same

Seemingly opposite

Sometimes pushing apart

Yet always one turn of the heart

toward union

Balanced delicately at the crux

The nameless force we dance

around,

through,

and in bliss

within.

Feeling you, All ways, Always.

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81-Beloved

“There is nothing wrong with dating someone. But if you believe you can only experience a state of calmness by being with somebody, this means that you are in a tricky situation, because a dependency exists. This dependency makes you feel anger. It doesn’t matter with whom or with what you are dating: a person, a car, a house or a bank account. If you depend on something outside of yourself to remain at peace, sooner or later, you will be dragged into suffering. Everything that is on the outside is transitory. It’s like a cloud that will always pass by. There is nothing wrong with you celebrating the encounter, but when you try to retain this moment and make it eternal, then you have a problem because the cloud always passes.”

Sri Prem Baba ~ ‘Flower of the Day’ 6/23/12

The following was the response from Angela Drake’s facebook status:

This is why it is divine to be alone… this is why getting self right within is vital… this is why exclusive love is an illusion… this is why being ones own beloved is perfect… this is why spending sacred self time in the reflection of another in a vibrational frequency that is elevated, is a sublime exchange and to walk away whole and in peace simply is a beautiful expression of love... with zero attachment, feeling blessed and content.
Anything and everything that is leaned upon in the outer world is an illusion or a need to fill and inner void. The inners are a sweet place to call home and rest in knowingness that all is in perfect order, then the outer world is a perfect reflection of inner tranquility. me

All of this is a lovely reminder of time with my beloved, and with those beloved in my life who partake in the dance of divine being, who reflect all the beauty we share and bring me closer and closer to my self, my first beloved.

To my beloveds, you live in my heart, always.

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